for a moment

for a moment
i felt something

a spark of emotion
a spark of love
a spark i've desired for so long

hoping it would stay alive
and burn brightly

a warmth
that i'll never have again
a warmth
that 'haps I never should have had

all i wanted was a hug
a shoulder to cry on
someone to be there for me
for once

yet the cold shivers of your soul
froze the rest of you

now...

i'm alone again
amidst everyone.

numb

yeah thats right...
feel nothing
think nothing
numb

i'm dying
and i don't know if i care
falling

yet
somewhere
songs are being sung
inside me
somewhere
cries are being made
within me

split in two
most
dying

surrounded
by people who cant help
who dont understand
most dont care

empty

i have nothing
save the numbness