Lord you have me on my knees
my heart in your mouth
and I can't stand
I can't even kneel
I must fall

I don't know where to go
you overwhelm me sometimes
sometimes I'm taken
off guard
taken away
to a time I don't want

when we were still
and still hope remained

I don't want this
I don't want her
I don't want to remember
I want to be free

to be loved
to be understood
and cared for
I want peace
and you
and joy

why do you catch
me off guard?
why do you turn
my head?
when everything
in my soul says to keep looking
straight

why Lord.
Why?

Let this be over
let me be free.