I know

I've cried so much
over you
why do I want more?

why do I come back
hoping things will change
when I know what I'll meet
a heart hardened

why do I come back
giving one more shot
hoping things will change
when I know it will fail

why do I pursue you
when all I get is indifference
why do I give you my heart
when all you do is run

why do I listen to words sweet
with sugar and hope
when the bitter fruit
lies just below

I don't know why
God told me
I don't know why
He sent me

But I will love you

Even when it hurts

when your back is turned



when you reject me


It hurts,
but that's what I was told
to do

I must.
Though I dont always want to...
its so painful.